uncertainties

Can you hear me, my love?
Yearning for a kiss, a hug
But only in darkness, in shadows
For you have him and I have her

While I’m waiting for your love,
Are you kissing him? Hugging him?
My heart is battered
My pride not withstanding

Must be hard for you as well
To know that my hugs belong to her
To learn that my lips kisses another
Can you live with that?

What have we, between us?
I have never felt a love like this
I have never felt a bond like this
So strong and yet so very fragile

How do we go through our days?
All I need is your affection, your love
All I need to know is that I’m not alone
With that I shall be strong, waiting

How do you survive this?
Are you fighting your wills as well?
What do you need? Let me know
Let me fight your battles and wars

I will be there, no matter what
You will always be in my heart
My love for you has grown
Too deep, too fast to say no


ps: this is the first time i've written anything bout love. i don't know if it's any good.

disclaimer: the characters of "you", "him", "i" and "her" are purely fictional and does not imply on myself or anyone i know. the meaning of this article is absolutely not associated with me or anyone i know.